My New Love....weee~

In one of my entries, i mentioned dat in life, when one door closes, another opens...true enough...

Coz today, I found a new love...he is Mr. S...weeee~
We met at my new office...(love at first sight lah konon!)
Ngeee..today i dun hv any class..so, I'm spending d day wif him...
Dis is d 1st time u'll see my pic on my blog...n who wud hv tot dat u'll see me wif my new love..

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blackmouse n Mr. S....

**sweet x kitorg??...hee...kalo aku keje lame2 kt cni, jd cam Mr. S la kot kn?..handsome la jugak bopren baru aku ni ek?..putih melepak tuuu!!wahahahha!

i believe........

i believe that when one door closes....another opens...
n yes...today my contract ends...n tomorrow, another contract awaits...
i'm grateful for what He gives...though it's pretty confusing when i had to choose between two roads...

now i'm given a highway...which will lead me to more roads that i have to choose..
but i believe, He up there, listens to my prayer.....

Alhamdulillah...may He bless me, my family, my friends, & all the people out there..
n may i b stronger for wat may come (as there's a hole in my heart)...i'm glad that my friends are still around me despite of their busy life..

most of all, i'm grateful dat my parents & siblings are always there...i love all of u...
& i believe....that THIS love is true...............

i love.......

i love......
driving on a Saturday morning...where the roads are clear...
but nothing beats snuggling under the comforter on a RAINY Saturday morning!!

I AM in my OFFICE rite now...ohhhh...& I LOVEEEEEEE IT!!~




P/s: thanx 4 reading between the lines..

Two roads diverged.....

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
& sorry I could not travel both...

Thanks Mr Frost...u really speak my mind!...
Oh yeah people..blackmouse started a new job last Monday...
Starting to miss ym n facebook..tho my colleagues r happily ym-ing at d office..
Don't get me wrong, i juz couldnt download it..it's not blocked, it juz got interupted halfway (95% plak tuh..erghh!!)

Anyway...since i started on Monday, I've been receiving calls for i/view.. *sigh*
Not like i'm not being thankful bout it...but plz refer to the excerpt above...
It's simply confusing...ok?..

I like what I'm doing now..I do not have to control humans (students) or "open my jaw when i'm talking"..hahah!..but there's also part of me wanting to do that...all this while i have always wanted to be a teacher..untill i did my practical..huhhh~

but then i think it's becoz i need to control those little ones..so i tot teaching young adults wud b perfect...so i aim for dat..but i have my own dream of becoming a subtitle editor..which i think i can never get even my toe into..

today...i'm doing something quite similar to my dream..i am enjoying it...but the i/view calls for teaching position?....it's only my 3rd day, how am i suppose to go for the i/view?..when there's a will, there's a way........so.........?

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled

P/s: ye la tu less travelled...huhuu...

**excerpts from The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost (1920)

the SMS which makes me smile..

*message tone*
-view message-

Hi! ur cheque was ready for collect. pls make it b4 end of this mth. TQ. K****

Nevermind the grammar..apa yg penting?? $$ is coming to me...weehoo...cek lg 1, bile la nk dpt..?..

February..

It's already February..how time flies.....yet i'm still unemployed..

ohhh..ahh...i haven't update my blog 4 quite a while ek?..forgot to mention dat I quit d previous job..it's juz too depressing kot?..hee..so now i'm back to d usual stuff..hunting & hunting...dunno when it'll end...having an interview on tuesday n hoping to land there for a while b4 i get the "right call" (i believe there's the right one somewhere out there)...

*sigh*
*yawn*
ZZZZzzzzzzzzz~

Will i Survive??..~

Aku saje guna hurup kecik "i" untuk menunjukkn betapa kerdilnya diriku ini...huhu..

Blackmouse skrg da jadi kuli...dgn gaji kuli ku itu, will i survive?..mm..parking keta per day je dah 7 hinggit..bkn bleh nk claim pn..haih...mcm2 lah idup nih...tp, dlm pnat2 aku blik keje n smpi umah dlm kol 10 tu...aku happy...sbb jiran aku da balik..so anjing pn snyp ler sbb dpt b'kepit ngn tuan dia..

Masa nk balik dr keje tu, singgah bli burger..pastu tipon la skali parents ku yg jauh di sanun..tgh ckp fon tu tibe2 nk sdih plak..rupeny aku da mkin tua, cpt btl t'sentuh ati..aku sbnrny pnat, hrni aku jd kuli dr 9.30am smpi 9.30pm..pastu aku t'ingat dlu masa kecik2..main mintak je mcm2 kat parents..xpk camne ssh dorg cari duit..(rsny cm smpi skrg pn dok abiskn duit dorg, tp mayb skrg ade keseganan utk mintak la)..skrg aku da rs pnat n payah nk cr duit..tp nk bls pn aku xmampu, aku cuma kuli je..........mm, da stat da aku nk sebak..bye2~



(aku pn xtau nape hrni xrs nk speaking..aku guna bahse ibunda jek..hrp maaf..)

it's a sign.......

It's already the 18th day of the new year. Yet, i still belum beli organizer which i usually have gotten by December or 1st week of January. With interview appointments, interview confirmations and what not, i god damn need an organizer! My thingy up there just cant hold that much of a memory da kot. Da tua la katakan. And maybe i'm used to just checking what i gotta do from my organizer. Well yeah, dalam organizer tu pun i slalu tulis what i need to buy..huhu. I MUST get it by Monday. Ada interview straight 3days, Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday. All the best to me eh?..hee..

for me?... or not for me?...

Yesterday afternoon, got called for another interview...so i did some homework bout d place..erm, turned out dat there were too many bad comments bout d place..but d comments were back in mid 2008..very berat hati want 2 attend d interview..but alang2 i'm allowed to attend it, might as well give it a try la kot kn?..mayb d bad comments r plain rumors?..or mayb it's true?..hahah..life's about taking risk eh?..for now, i'm in for watsoever it is..unless papa n mama says NO..

new year = new beginning...eh?..

first post for d new year..well, i start off my new year with a few new years resolution..one of it recycled and the rest r totally new..blackmouse is turning 25 this year & since she had finished her studies..she's thinking of having a career..ermm...to be honest, blackmouse actually nk further her study..but what to do, there's a thing called "mid twenties crisis" OK?!!

so yeah, today blackmouse received a phone call for interview..& for the ______ (fill in d blank with your favourite number.LOL!) time, she had to turn down the interview invitation..weee..so, bile je blackmouse boleh kerja nih??..it's only d 3rd day of new year..uwaaa!! will i EVER get the chance to at least work?..tak kesah la gaji besau ke xbesau..i had no working experience at ALL!..unless u count practical as work?..tapi,unpaid!!

blackmouse will continue praying dat she will soon be allowed to be hired.. *sigh*