Will i Survive??..~

Aku saje guna hurup kecik "i" untuk menunjukkn betapa kerdilnya diriku ini...huhu..

Blackmouse skrg da jadi kuli...dgn gaji kuli ku itu, will i survive?..mm..parking keta per day je dah 7 hinggit..bkn bleh nk claim pn..haih...mcm2 lah idup nih...tp, dlm pnat2 aku blik keje n smpi umah dlm kol 10 tu...aku happy...sbb jiran aku da balik..so anjing pn snyp ler sbb dpt b'kepit ngn tuan dia..

Masa nk balik dr keje tu, singgah bli burger..pastu tipon la skali parents ku yg jauh di sanun..tgh ckp fon tu tibe2 nk sdih plak..rupeny aku da mkin tua, cpt btl t'sentuh ati..aku sbnrny pnat, hrni aku jd kuli dr 9.30am smpi 9.30pm..pastu aku t'ingat dlu masa kecik2..main mintak je mcm2 kat parents..xpk camne ssh dorg cari duit..(rsny cm smpi skrg pn dok abiskn duit dorg, tp mayb skrg ade keseganan utk mintak la)..skrg aku da rs pnat n payah nk cr duit..tp nk bls pn aku xmampu, aku cuma kuli je..........mm, da stat da aku nk sebak..bye2~



(aku pn xtau nape hrni xrs nk speaking..aku guna bahse ibunda jek..hrp maaf..)

SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!

GOING OUT CAN BE FUN..BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, U'LL HAVE TO GO HOME USUALLY FEELING TIRED AFTER DOING UR ROUNDS AT THE SHOPPING MALL OR WHAT NOT...

GOING TO WORK?..IS ALWAYS TIRING..AND UPON REACHING HOME, THE ONE THING U WANT IS TO GET SOME REST..AGREE?..NOW, WHAT ABOUT GOING HOME LISTENING TO YOUR NEIGHBOUR'S DOG BARKING ALL THE WAY..??(WITH A PAUSE OF LESS THAN A MINUTE!!)..macam tarik nafas kejap je aku rase!!! THIS BARKING USUALLY GOES ON UNTIL YOUR NEIGHBOUR (WHICH MEANS MY NEIGHBOUR) BALIK FROM WORK OR WHATEVER LAH!! NOT TRYING TO BLAME THEIR LIFESTYLE, BUT THEY USUALLY REACH HOME AROUND 11++..SO, THE ANNOYING BARK COULD BE HEARD TILL AROUND THAT TIME..

AT TIMES, I HAD TO RAISE MY TV'S VOLUME LEVEL TO BEAT THE DOG'S BARK!! GRRRR!! SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?

• TALK TO MY NEIGHBOUR & SAY; "CAN YOU PLZ MAKE SURE YOUR DOG DOESN'T BARK WHEN I'M HOME??"..HUH~
• KILL THE DOG??
• SLIP A SLEEPING PILL IN THE DOG'S BOWL?
• KILL THE DOG??
• KILL MY NEIGHBOUR??
• MOVE OUT??
• FILE A REPORT??
• KILL THE DOG??

*sigh*...of coz i'm not gonna kill the dog..poor little dog..he's actually cute jugak..dat's when he doesn't bark la...haih..now i can ONLY do this...pour my heart out kat sini...& wishing dat my neighbour will be home ASAP!..plz la naikkn pangkat dia n transfer him somewhere else..damn! maybe i should be getting a good job & leave this house..shoot! then no one will be renting this house when they find out about the "music" from next door..damn! cepat la balik tuan anjinggggggg!!!

it's a sign.......

It's already the 18th day of the new year. Yet, i still belum beli organizer which i usually have gotten by December or 1st week of January. With interview appointments, interview confirmations and what not, i god damn need an organizer! My thingy up there just cant hold that much of a memory da kot. Da tua la katakan. And maybe i'm used to just checking what i gotta do from my organizer. Well yeah, dalam organizer tu pun i slalu tulis what i need to buy..huhu. I MUST get it by Monday. Ada interview straight 3days, Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday. All the best to me eh?..hee..

oh-oh~~

Yesterday,I was driving to shah alam while texting a friend...den i realise dat ada polis trafik depan 2 cars in front of me..n i oso realise dat i wasnt wearing my seat belt walaupun duduk kat depan..(since dey r emphasizing more on wearing d seat belts kat blakang je..ahakz!) so at d speed of light,(chewah!) i grab la my seat belt..while at d same time hitting d brake to slow down ikut Q kreta dpn..damn! mmg la d damn seat belt xleh d tarik! so i released d brake pedal..still, seat belt stuck like shit..after tarik-ing dgn daya panic like hell, d damn seat belt finally surrender itself..when my car moves reluctantly towards d polis trafik..deep down i had d feeling dat he's gonna stop me..reason...??

1. i was texting while driving
2. i was not wearing my seat belt

So, as expected, d police stopped my car......................










to call d car on my right to pull his car to d kerbside...phewww!!~

for me?... or not for me?...

Yesterday afternoon, got called for another interview...so i did some homework bout d place..erm, turned out dat there were too many bad comments bout d place..but d comments were back in mid 2008..very berat hati want 2 attend d interview..but alang2 i'm allowed to attend it, might as well give it a try la kot kn?..mayb d bad comments r plain rumors?..or mayb it's true?..hahah..life's about taking risk eh?..for now, i'm in for watsoever it is..unless papa n mama says NO..

pinkmouse??...

i wantttt!!!!!
(xde ni dlm dulang antaran, tamau kawin..LOL!!)

craving for another novel........

it's been a while.......i'm craving for another novel..perhaps another cecelia ahern's kot...mmm...
papa...can i hv another one.....plzzzzzz?...i saw dat they're selling a set of cecelia's..3 for 60 sumthing je pa....huhu...if only papa baca ni..mesti papa blikn kan?..hee..nvm, i'll wait till u ask me if there's anythg dat i want..hehee.. :P

#2 - Thanks for the Memories

Here comes the novel which i read recently..as usual, there'll b a story behind me getting this novel..it started wif me wanting to search for a job in Ipoh & at d same time shopping!!..well, it turned out dat d place where i attempt to apply for job had ran out of application form, so they told me to pop in some other time & see whether they have gotten the forms with them the next time around.. *sigh*

So i continued my journey to do some shopping..it's either me or the shopping mall..i juz couldn't seem to buy anything..it's like nothing attracts me here! whatever! i juz dont wanna go home empty handed..so i walked into MPH & spot this cute book..i judge a book by it's cover?..blackmouse actually judge a book by it's title first..then only the cover..then the synopsis..hehee..but it pretty much depends on the rating at times, even if it comes wif a lousy cover.. :P

OK..i super duper like dis novel..Cecelia Ahern is surely gonna b in my list of favourite author!!i finished reading it in 1 week..tu pun sbb i have to go here & there..kalo x, nak aje aku skali hadap!..ok2..this novel is about Joyce, who went thru blood transfussion due to miscarriage..after she regain conscious, she realize that something is different with her but she do not know what..slowly, she found that she has a great knowledge about architecture..Joyce who was a vegetarian started to crave for steak..it was a very difficult time for her and this unexplainable things which happen to her is driving her crazy..at the same time, her marriage comes to an end..ni orang kata, bleh gile mroyan eh?..ish2..

When she tell her best friends,they thought that she is hallucinating..then, there's this guy(Justin namanya) whom she met at a hair saloon..she felt as if she had known him before..and the guy seems to feel it too..they seem to be attracted to each other..little did they know that the blood that runs in Joyce veins once belongs to the guy..whom had been trying to track whose life he had saved..

Hahaa..go get the novel & find out how Joyce found out that it was Justin's blood that is now in her body..and also why she suddenly know a great deal about architecture and turns out to eat meat when she's a vegetarian...think you can guess?..think again.. :P

new year = new beginning...eh?..

first post for d new year..well, i start off my new year with a few new years resolution..one of it recycled and the rest r totally new..blackmouse is turning 25 this year & since she had finished her studies..she's thinking of having a career..ermm...to be honest, blackmouse actually nk further her study..but what to do, there's a thing called "mid twenties crisis" OK?!!

so yeah, today blackmouse received a phone call for interview..& for the ______ (fill in d blank with your favourite number.LOL!) time, she had to turn down the interview invitation..weee..so, bile je blackmouse boleh kerja nih??..it's only d 3rd day of new year..uwaaa!! will i EVER get the chance to at least work?..tak kesah la gaji besau ke xbesau..i had no working experience at ALL!..unless u count practical as work?..tapi,unpaid!!

blackmouse will continue praying dat she will soon be allowed to be hired.. *sigh*